Tuesday, August 27, 2013

Bipolar Poetry As opposed to the Mind of a Manic-Depressive Shape


In my never ending search for sanity I've begun recording thoughts in poetic arrangement. I've included some of the works below, see whenever you can find the differences up and down other compositions you have read.

Watched the colored clouds preening
Intersection about their pupils
Caresses the cornea to post visions
I long to suggest a trillion things
They're considered that through our connected eye strings
My soul not really tumbles
There's a focal denote dance around
No longer the two have to tumble
I saw you and day

The desolate find beginning release
Reconciliation from the joy of the living
To have the pain cut short
Without feeling a version of those pleasure, awaiting
A certainty that already is
Brought the actual recesses of mind
A chilly temperature, dark warmth

God is a first idea
Comes mistake form, missing meaning
Euphoria of affection, drugs, sex, art
The oneness men or women all
Part even for probably the small
We are sacred, luminous beings
Caged and separated in animal bodies

The after was night
Any day several way
A familiar touch
I thought i might as well down to stray
Cracked through the eggshell
Depression order of a general clay
Melts away our meat-walls
Seeing british, at once

Madness
Conceiving so much
Constructing therefore little
Minute maps
That aren't used time
Never to be explored

Jump towards black pit
You'll never be released the same
Then behold the light of her Name
Sheeted waves of warm, red stature
Passing owning an infinite spiral tube
Orgasms and lots death soothe the creature
The moment caught
We mingled tomorrow, seeing

Great towers of iron forcefully gestated
Lure onlookers abroad
Tall owed utilizing a wanting of intensity
Masses peer on the visions of pixels
Varying degrees of ballistics envelope the rider
An awkward palate of physics
In this method, senses are becoming
Manifest embroideries
Birth within just your splendor
Behold a venture of death
Imprints itself pertaining to subconscious
Precursor to rippling flesh

A sacred, assuring thought
I take fantasies off a boundless board
Images of color have for me
An explosive reward

Shall PERSONALLY , I expose myself?
Let clubs see my living innards
Sliced inside the toe to gullet
A distressing, bloody engine
Supplements and contains within
Disgusting other with bluntness
Heart releasing, taking life fluid
A tapering liver
Ridiculed for excessive energy
Dissipated unto others
Stomach that could digest
Send awareness to my very own mind
Fluctuate fills to indulge
Seeds sown during an unsure breath
Keep the shoes running

Scripted pain splashed on ground wood
Put within mental meal plate
So comprehend stuffing contents down
Indifferent, lifeless numbers and letters
I can't ingest this factual dogma
My provide bile's forth, ingesting ways
And this is supposed to help me
Cleanse me of wrong doings

People will never know
Never the expertise of others
Dramatic, random worlds
Born to, but pliable
Connection is fathomed
Portrayed considering smile
Or a grimace

Pulled Liking found to be
Neutral, swaying
Seconds spontaneously
Tossing guidelines to help you, actions
Every choice runs
Through are, time passions

Conjured deception
Shadows the actual dark
Conceived in hate
Mistaken for virtually any power
Phantoms of energy
Caress summer time time wounds of old
They greatly to kill the mockingbird
Cut the wings to bloodied hate
See blog posts ripped asunder
Drops of violence

Death containing numbers
Millions, billions
One to part the actual world
Far flung dreams reside in captured
Day to day, every second
Long to splash inside pool
Is a ripple the consequence?
Faces, souls, actions, cast
Into an anecdotal pool of remembrance
Pain, death, merriment, orgasm
Meld into every facet
Fear will be forgotten

Toss aside casual greeting
Delve a good episode without footing
Your end is longer then enrollees can see
No slowing down to search for the skins sheeting
Puncture wounds, torn apart
Upsetting the gaze, no sparks to deem
We burn a lightweight our own
The length all the eyes can see

Let go
We really need fly
Don't die
In remorseful tears
Toss hard work and fro
Expending while expanding
Let go

Which maybe greater tragedy?
To be born along with the gift and suffer
The consequences of madness
Or they are born gift less
Never when you can see the madness

A feeling appeared
I understand or know it's there
Felt it, knew it
Circles of consciousness
Symmetric love affairs of gravity
Glimpses of hope

Cut in the present heart
Deeper than thought
Left alone to learn this place
Nothing here but empty disgrace
Cuts increase protein intake heart
Cuts up your heart
Cuts of your heart?
Moments of blood is what he is fed
Moments of red really she'll dread

Lists of lives draw together
Plotted on empty boards
Pain brings out life
A sharp spike of emotion
Contrast to a possible light wings

The flesh does what pleases
Leaves absent matter reeling
Spilled within the partitions
Life's one continual experience
States in about inebriation, clarity
Longed for the specific which
Is already there
Cast in your daily life spectrum's

To find god after music
The bass, angels
The highs, prayers
Lyrical prose
The divine saviors

End every single of a sudden
Or move out random events
Lost in time
Unnoticed, forgotten
The difference, negligible
One ant among billion
Of an early god
Defiant among many

Curiosity is painful
Let go of bar
Cold lies, sheathed in dogma
Greased inside fear of disrespect
Struggled certainly grapple on
You'll slip in a, down
Swallowed a curse I love

I want to tell you everything
These minute thoughts
Last lifetimes the mind
More precious then diamonds
Lost through dusts of coal
These glimpses of your own my form
Could open plentiful gods between us

This pain
Wanting to live
Each second, each lifetime
Perfectly, My spouse and i a new story
Where probably the villain lives
True justice
Of a bad world

Direction, sustain: an illusion
Lives are but a few movements
Unplanned for thoughts, feelings
Embrace the prehistoric call
Rejecting society
Previously fabricated coordinated tenures

That's just some of the items randomly pop into acquire head everyday. When staff member read them, often I know them wincing or investigating extremely confused. Sometimes when I examine the eyes of a the illness person, I see the reflection of my best madness.

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